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2025-03-02 04:59 pm

[s0] A demo that made my feathers perk this year, briefly

Despite not letting me out of goddamned fullscreen for ages, this is still the demo thus far that made me go “YEEEEESSSS” afterwards, and only partly due to my blatant biases. It… I'm not honestly sure what kinds of content warnings would apply to this, but the hinges are swinging loose so be vaguely warned thereby. Something something grim world dark humor some violence, I guess? It's Price of Flight, whose Steam description reads:

Fight, flight, and steal to survive in PRICE OF FLIGHT, the bird-based bloodsport of the future. Aid the failing Avian Resistance, save yourself, or die on live TV in this boardgame-inspired RPG.

It, uh…

Uh…

Anyway, I don't know if maybe later I'll do a paragraph for each thing I tried like I did for… wow, that was several months ago, wasn't it? That would make sense.

Hi, I'm still generally dissociating heavily and time goes poof whoosh zoop down the pipes of ababababa. 9..6

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2024-12-01 11:44 am

[s1] Heartbeat

Today, as part of ongoing, shaky reconnection with body-intelligence, I made a sort of pizza-emulating cheesy pasta thing. Cavatappi with a little butter and some colby melted into it, then pepperoni and black olives. Seasoned salt (Tony Chachere's) and garlic powder and red pepper.

There's some other context that I'm wingwaving over, but +1 to body-trust I think. Little bonuses over time. Maybe. We'll see.

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2024-11-03 06:49 pm

[s0] Stream schedule update

As some of you already know, streaming on Twitch (as Ditherian, with some silliness and more temporal announcements on the Fediverse) has become something of an anchor activity for me, and I've been getting back into managing a timeslot or two on a more consistent basis as part of trying to wrench myself back into life patterns after this year's mega-breakdown.

So here's what I'm currently intending on, all subject to capacity fluctuations and life and such. All times are based on Central Time in the United States (currently UTC−6, zoneinfo name “America/Chicago”).

  • Mondays at 18:30: The Ur-Quan Masters. This is the source port of what was originally Star Control II in the DOS era. High-continuity exploration and alliance-building with events proceeding in the galaxy as you run around trying to find a way to shatter the dominance of the Ur-Quan oppressors. I streamed the intro of this on a whim yesterday, and I think I might want to continue through it.
  • Fridays at 15:00: FTL: Faster Than Light. A notable indie breakout title of the 2010s. Low-continuity randrun game, heavy focus on ship management and combat as you try to survive eight sectors of the galaxy and build up your ship to fight the Rebel flagship. This was probably the first main game I streamed long ago; it was my anchor stream for several months previously, and now it's back. I have four remaining ships to beat the flagship with, after which I don't know what I'll switch to.

You know, it's only just as I wrote that that I realized how similar those two games are in some thematic aspects, even as they're very different in some other ways…

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2024-10-24 02:05 pm

[s0] A bunch of belated Next Fest first impressions

So like a week ago I wound up unexpectedly poking my head into some of the Steam Next Fest demos. Since the most recent stuff I've played through Steam has mostly been Enter the Gungeon and vivid/stasis, I wound up getting shown a lot of randrun action and rhythm stuff.

I'm not planning to actually buy anything, because for reasons some of you are aware of, I am very broke and will likely be for a while. Also, the computer I use for this is about ten years old, so performance is not going to be representative for people with reasonable hardware. Still, I thought I might write up a bunch of first impressions. I wind up spending a lot of words on flaws here, partly because there's more usable detail in those and because I think current attention/money tradeoff dynamics incentivize early discard from the consumer side; my overall impressions aren't as negative as they might seem if you key on that. Also, general bias abounds.

After the list of common problems, I've grouped these loosely by evaluation outcome.

Read more... )
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2024-10-22 09:26 am

[s0] Nientum – Op.ZERO

So I unexpectedly wound up poking my head into Steam Next Fest this year, and one of the demos I saw was for Nientum – Op.ZERO, which turned out to be good enough to be worth some writeup. This is a two-lane rhythm game that's merged into an auto-runner with a stage theater theme, and I actually really love that combination.

Broad structure: Since the demo consists primarily of the first chunk of the game, this part is not that clearly displayed, but it looks like the story will be organized around a series of chapters corresponding to stage musicals, each containing multiple consecutive, er, stages—the polysemy makes that confusing to write about, so I'm going to call them “levels” instead. The first chapter after the tutorial, which shows up in full in the demo, is based on The Wizard of Oz; after you complete it, the demo switches to giving you a menu with a few teaser selections from later chapters. The primary characters in the frame story are the player character, Aleph, and an NPC, Liara, both amnesiacs, who take roles based on ‘director’ and ‘actor’ respectively. Each level alternates between runner sections, in which the player character runs through an area hitting notes of the music with her light sword, and stage sections, in which the actor character performs a scene with sung vocals and rhythm-input phrases are much more sparsely used.

Charting: During the runner sections, the notes in each lane are color-coded to the lane, but spatially, the lanes are mapped to “ground” and “jump” displacements of your auto-running player character. This means that the time-to-space mapping is highly nonlinear: the position of the ground and jump notes will change a lot as your player character jumps and swings around the 2D paper-doll-like environment in ways that are tied into whichever play that's being put on. As a result, you can't consistently sight-read ahead on relative spatial cues, and while there's shrinking-target cues, those only show up closer to the target time and are harder to read. Fortunately, the charts track the instruments of the music pretty cleanly compared to most rhythm games I've played, and in practice it lends the whole thing a pleasant “requisitely performing partly from the score and partly from memory” feeling. I was also worried at first that this was going to be one of those rhythm games made uninteresting by a super-low skill ceiling, but I was pleasantly surprised by the Hard charts, where there's more meat to them; it may not get Up There by harder-core standards, but it doesn't need to.

Sound: The instrumentation and overall sound quality of the music is lovely and contextually appropriate. I wish it had maybe a touch more dynamic range? The vocals are more hit-or-miss for me just on a stylistic level, but they're not bad. In game terms, there are forced keysounds, but the game runs with quite low input-to-audio latency on my machine, so it's actually mostly okay; whatever they did with the engine worked great compared to e.g. vivid/stasis or Unbeatable where the keysounds have unusable amounts of latency for me. Lack of timing adjustment controls in the demo means that the non-player-triggered keysounds are actually further off from when I would expect them to occur relative to the music, which is really intriguing technically, since you'd expect those to be trivial to synchronize. I think what might also be happening is that an early section of tutorial chart in which there is some diegetic “calibration” going on is used to cover up actual timing calibration based on the player inputs in that section, which (if that's what's happening) is a neat way to do it (and I've honestly been wondering in the background when someone would go for that), though not being able to adjust later is still not ideal.

Story: I am not that convinced by the plot and characterization, which are on the twee side, but I can enjoy them in context. What I can see of the story reminds me somewhat of Arcaea, which is another rhythm game whose story I'm not that convinced by, but Nientum seems better executed than Arcaea. Notably, for the purposes of the demo, the English text is said to be machine translated, and this shows heavily: you will have a much easier time picking through the story text if you are fluent in—I want to say it's “English vocabulary molded into Japanese phrasing patterns”, both because it feels similar to that and because the lyrics are all sung in Japanese (with subtitles in the interface language), but the developers are actually based in Korea, so maybe it's from Korean? Whatever the case, I'm guessing that will get better in the full release since they specifically call it out as temporary.

So, this is definitely going on my wishlist. I hope the full release turns out as good as I anticipate it to be!

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2024-10-21 04:34 am

[α.s0] Shopping and nonsense

Walmart's website gets silly sometimes.

  1. The filter column for the beans section has a price slider that goes from “$0” to “$10,000+” in increments of $100, which makes me wonder what kind of Very Extravagant Beans I might be able to get there if I were very rich.
  2. There's an advertisement for Cheetos Flamin' Hot Mac & Cheese, which is not altogether because of their site design but still feels kinda cursed, and yet also I feel seen when exhorted to “get [my] paws on a box”.
  3. I feel like the “Free Holiday returns until Jan 31” sticker being slapped on a rotisserie chicken in my cart in October is of… dubious likely applicability?

Prrhf.

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2024-04-22 05:09 pm

[s1] Ways for a game to torment streamers

Run continuous STT on the mic input. If text that's very similar to in-game text is detected, except that key words are transposed or omitted to make a sentence that means something different, slow down the display speed and lock out fast forward for a few seconds while highlighting the differences.

If frustrated sounds are detected after an incorrect puzzle solution is provided or if information is unexpectedly surprising, insert a slow-motion replay of when the information was provided earlier, followed by a “comprehension of implications” quiz that must be passed before proceeding.

If handholding mechanisms start getting triggered too often, start removing player decision points, eventually leading to Full Auto Mode which just plays itself from a walkthrough and makes little “wait”/buzzer sounds if the player tries to push any buttons.

Not the sort of thing that should be in every game, but I could see it actually working in some contexts, with adequate warning…

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2024-02-28 04:45 pm

[s0] Strange corporate foods

The WcDonald's savory chili sauce is (a) mostly sugar and (b) nonetheless infused with a not-bad gochujang-like flavor.

There's something that feels odd about the way this defictionalization has happened.

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2024-02-23 02:40 pm

[s1] -

Ne jamais redevenir concurrent me ravit tout espoir.

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2024-01-09 01:01 am

[s0] Lyrical alteration draft: “44100”

This one was inspired by one of Avian Invasion's Progressive Birdhouse DJ sets on Twitch, in which there was a poll about physical audio formats. It's a riff on Above & Beyond's “Thing Called Love”:

[Verse 1] Start with a clock, a sampling rate A Nyquist frequency From pressure wave to logic gate The PCM flows free Glass master burns with coherent light A careful mix laid on every track Two channels, left entwined with right If there's mistakes, you can't go back [Hook 1] (Now) press a compact disc full of lands and pits Error correcting codes where the laser hits Soon every boombox sold will know just how to play a compact disc Albums now, they're coming out on compact disc [Verse 2] Through tech advance and sales decline I wonder how I'll feel If plastic case and rainbow shine End up like reel-to-reel Will we have lost our one last way To know our sounds stay as they were? Convenience mounts with online play Do local files make for safe return? [Hook 2] MPEG and Vorbis frames cross the Internet Opus and AAC, more efficient yet Listen on your PC, or take it with you on a cute handset Streams and files of music through the Internet [repeat Hook 2]

The last double hook feels like it could use to be two separate stanzas instead of a repeat—since I'm already changing the repeat structure, AAA → ABC (or ABA, but that feels harder to pull off) would feel cleaner than AAA → ABB. Hmm.

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2023-12-26 06:58 pm

[s0] The Molecular Shape of You

This song by A Capella Science is super-good. Came out a while ago, but I just recently got introduced to it indirectly. It's an alteration of Ed Sheeran's “Shape of You” describing atomic bonds. The “low, high” in the second half of the refrain is especially lovely in context.

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2023-10-03 10:00 am

[s0] Taiwan Design Expo personality test meme

My results from the personality test thing that's been going around:

This all seems about right in the effective mode I'm currently in? Not sure whether to be insulted by the type name. Transcribed as text:

No. 001037807 Chalcedony
Your personality type is Poison

Innate Personality: cut to the chase; Crying doesn't help; think of all possible scenarios; stop your BS; just do it

Character Traits: efficiency is king; incredibly persuasive; tough coach; see the commercial value in art; impatient; risk-averse; i'm the best [sic]; suck at comforting others; consequentialist

Most Compatible: Ice, Flying
Least Compatible: Feline, Grass

Discover your innate traits

Taiwan Design Expo '23 in New Taipei City, 10.06 Fri → 10.22 Sun

Check out the Electric energy hub: [some Chinese text that I can't read]

These feel in a similar vein to Pokémon types, though it's clearly not that exact set. An acquaintance of mine got Light, and there's Feline in my Least Compatible list above.

As far as emotional context, I am still quite depressed but kinda a third of the way out of it in the immediate moment, which may or may not last. Most things are still ruined, but I dunno, maybe I can do something here and there…

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2023-09-24 05:43 pm

[×.s0] sleep cycle destroyo

Today: reading “Easy weeknight meal solutions” as “Easy wee knight meal solutions” and imagining tiny guys with armor and swords reaching tiny arms down to adjust the oven dial, teaming up to move a spatula, cutting vegetables with their swords…

zzzzzzzzz

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2023-09-22 02:35 pm

[s0] Unusual issue in Colorful Stage today

Unusual stuff today in the News → Issues section in Colorful Stage (aka Project Sekai EN):

The following issue is currently affecting the game.

Issue Details

Some users with the title “saki Fan” cannot play the show.
This issue has been resolved.

Firstly, notably more textual issues than usual. There's the missing capital letter. “play the show”, for those not aware of the game, likely refers to starting the primary rhythm game mode, but “play shows” would be more grammatical in English.

Secondly… what bug could be causing that symptom? That's an interesting one. It reminds me of what was going on with the timer screwups a while back that arrived in that one event in EN one year after they supposedly showed up in JP, signaling something ambiguous but interesting about their content delivery mechanics.

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2023-07-27 12:31 am

[s0] Dicey Dungeons: Thief Elimination Round

Did the Thief episode 4 (Elimination Round) of Dicey Dungeons on stream today. Five losses, then a win. There were two ridiculous events.

Game interaction spoilers below this point if you care about that. )
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2023-07-06 06:04 pm

[s0] dreamlike unreal encyclopedia entry

In the little-known field of applied musicoalgebraic philosophy, a subtle distinction is made between a true balcony and a quasibalcony, which have opposite conceptual chiralities undetectable to the untrained eye. The first fundamental symmetry break of musicoalgebra means a quasibalcony provides a liminal space that subtly improves transitions between tracks performed on it, leading to demand for quasibalconies among DJs.

(Inspired by a XeloX stream today.)

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2023-07-04 07:19 am

[s0] Things you learn from Colorful Stage ranked matches

Things you learn from Colorful Stage ranked matches:

Sometimes, messing up a critical part can wipe out everything you got from perfect play in the rest of the stage. Sometimes, perfect play throughout the beginning means you can die at the end and still win. It depends.

If you focus on comparing yourself to your rival throughout the flow of the song, you will probably lose. But it's hard not to get distracted by it. It's so shiny and tempting. (And if you ignore the results in between, then why were you in ranked anyway?)

The “Easy, right?” sticker is a trap. (I don't usually fall into that one, but my opponents have.)

Even if you're sitting there a dozen points behind for most of the course, keep pushing for the perfects. If nothing else, you'll need the habits for the next round. And sometimes you get a lucky break.

[Also posted at icosahedron.website on the fediverse.]

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2023-05-30 04:22 am

[s1] Pomodoros again

That's the first two non-consecutive pomodoros I've done on anything external and not very-short-term (= longer than a day or two) in… eight months, I think?

That seems like a good sign.

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2023-05-30 01:35 am

[s0] “About You: Video Games” going around

Sure, why not. Only partial answers though. Justifications maybe available if you ask? Biased a bit to spread the categories around, else there might be a fair amount of collapse. All very snapshot-of-fluid-y.

  • Favorite game of all time
  • Favorite series: Hatoful Boyfriend?
  • Best soundtrack
  • Favorite protagonist: Sayonara Wild Hearts
  • Favorite villain: Iji
  • Best story: Destiny 2
  • Have not played but want to: Spyro Reignited
  • You love, everyone hates
  • You hate, everyone loves
  • Best art style
  • Favorite ending: To The Moon?
  • Favorite boss fight: Transistor?
  • Childhood game: Enter the Gungeon
  • Relaxing game: Stardew Valley
  • Stressful game: Mini Metro
  • Game you always come back to: Minecraft
  • Guilty pleasure: Colorful Stage
  • Tons of hours played: Destiny 2